AGAIN

a couple of days before the end of the year starting a new for the last couple of days I've been talking to a brother I known for so long I can't even remember when we met he is one of the brothers that was a part of a lot of history we share as a collective and we both agree there is only one way to take all this creative energy around us to the next level I won't speak to much more on this subject there's no getting around it I've thought this for years now its time to show and prove

A NEW

so as I get closer to bringing in this new year I'm getting my mind and body prepared for these obstacles that ill be hurtling over I know its going to be tuff but as I say when the going gets tuff the tuff get more tuff

YEAH

you know some people just like the fact that they may know some truth but they are really not living by that and when you are able to relate to the information they have you find out how fast they slip back into the bullshit that they really love

WORKING

I figure before the year is out I might as well bang out another video this is called FORTUNE & FAME let's see what the blind deaf and dumb masses think of this one UNIMINDS

IT'S A PART OF ME

As long as I can remember I wanted to make music I love mainly hip hop rock and poetry as I got older and kept doing it I started to get more involved in the buisness part of it once I did that I started to feel like I didn't love it anymore I had to check myself why would I stop doing something that I love that's not bringing harm to me so I came to the realization that if it wasn't for my love for music I would probably have been dead a long time ago I mean I did my fair share of wild shit but between doing that I would always make my way to the studio sometimes I would sit there alone and write what ever comes to mind I don't think I will have that feeling again although I won't lie recently I had a white chick cougar type about 50 years old ask me why was I not famous she was serious as shit thats not the first time someone ask me that I really can't answer that I mean I never really had that door open to me not saying I want the fame but a tad bit if fortune could help it seems as I get older I get better that makes sense I guess one thing I know for sure is I can not stop thoughts from poping in my head in a rhym form I tried and I can't stop it at this point for me is more like therapy

THE TRUTH IS

now that I really think about it I dont Miss these woman so from here on ill just stop telling them that lol I gotta find another Word or phrase that I can use besides that one real shit

WRITING

sitting here adding a little input to this movie idea me and my two partners are working on

I SEE

This was the first time that I performed hip hop in a couple of months so I see each time I do it I'm getting better and better I tried a little experiment tonight and directed my energy to the group of females that was right in front of me now I don't know if they were in to rap or night but one thing for damn sure I know they felted me or should I say us UNIMINDS in the fucking building

I CANT SHAKE IT

this might sound funny but I cant shake that feeling that there is something greater im supposed to be doing with my life it sounds like some shit out of a movie right? I dont know every now and then I go into that thinking slump were that shit ways heavy on my mind maybe im not as smart as Everybody thinks I am i cant figure it out maybe I never will maybe im just tripping I dont know

THE MIRROR

just sitting her looking in the mirror thinking its so much shit on my mind trying my best to stay focused on this plan so many disstractions in the way all that shit niggas bullshitting and the bicthes Man ill tell you

ONCE AGAIN

So once again I'm sitting here with old friend since the 90's shit started getting a little heated you know she feeling on me digging the tats and all out the Blue she said I got a secet here we go again so this is me Like ok so whats the secret then she says ok im pregnant nike 3 months so then I say Wells once you.handle that I want some then she S Says well you better get it now cause it takes some time to heal damn the days in the life of ichi right

WHAT ABOUT YOU

I might have already wrote this shit a hundred times bit within the last couple days ive been having that feeling again the feeling about having a greater purpose in life like to help make it better for my people I don't know maybe I just triping

I LOVE IT

so a couple of days ago I went with my sister to visit one of her cool ass girlfriends she has a nice house very nice with great space for her amazing children I missed half the tour though I got stuck playing this beautiful instrument oh by the way I am getting better

MAYBE

I'm sitting here thinking about what one of my brother's told me that another brother who is dead told him when he said maybe it's not for us to get rich maybe we know too much maybe that's the reason why even when we come up it doesn't really seem like we did I've been thinking about this for a minute sometimes I think about doing things that could put my freedom at risk just to get a head start I'm thankful that I haven't done anything yet but I don't know it's still in the back of my I might have too just to see my family get a head who knows

I SEE

This was the first time that I performed hip hop in a couple of months so I see each time I do it I'm getting better and better I tried a little experiment tonight and directed my energy to the group of females that was right in front of me now I don't know if they were in to rap or night but one thing for damn sure I know they felted me or should I say us UNIMINDS in the fucking building

WHAT IS IT

So im sitting here with my more mature female friend well she is 47 to be exact oh let me add she still has a bomb ass body better then half the woman in the hood half her age she keeps saying that she is not feeling good complaining about her stomach hurting what the fuck is she giving me a hint or something fuck it just say it well as the old saying goes only time will tell to be continued..........

R.I.P CHI

FEELINGS

What a day what a day a long ass day in court eventhough I was there to support my younger cousin court is court now since I been on both sides before you know being sentenced and watching other people get sentenced I still can't escape that erie feeling of being there in my own personal experience I never seen anything good come out of it one way that made it easier for me to deal with it is the fact of me knowing that atleast I'm walking out of this bicth for some reason I seem to keep having a strong feeling that other people's emotions keep rubbing off on me it's like some empath shit that's one of the main reasons I strive to actively avoid the dumb shit ps. Tomorrow will be another one of those days of me seeing another one of my great brothers body in a casket R.I.P CHI peace king I got you in my Memorys!

REMEMBER

sitting with the brothers watching some football and got some disturbing news that another one of my brothers died it fucked me up one of the coolest dudes I have ever met and talented with that rap shit I love you sun peace

MISTAKE

Its been a while since ive been here alot has happened alot of death and pain i once again had the chance to experience how deceptive a black woman can be i reconnected with one that came really close to the mentality i desire i sat in the car with her and listened as she talked to this guy i really felt un easy about that i did like the chick but my trust was shaken its already hard enough to trust woman as is i told her i didnt think it was a good idea for her to meet my children i should have stuck to that but i did bend what she didnt know was i have a uncanny act of predicting the future i knew what she was going to do im thankful that my babies are smart enough for me to talk too about things like this this we had our last convo not long ago i wished her the best she did too but it really doesnt matter she really had no idea who and what i really am.........besides that i took a ride over to bmoore with two escort friends of mine named yummy and extacy they put me on to some white dude trick that payed for there service im still kinda laughing when i came in the room homie was butt naked that was one of the easiest robberys ever 5,000 in cold cash i broke them off a little something once we headed back to my spot the poped a couple pills and started getting a little freaky one thing lead to another next thing i know it was a threesome poping off just another crazy night in my life ps...........i thought she was the one oh well if i dont have one im stay with 100 peace

DEATH

Another ruff time for my physical family or relatives last night my aunt rest her soul returned to the essence another one dies from one of the worst disease known to man cancer brain cancer she was really a wonderful woman she was also my mothers only sister i dont know whats its like to loose a physical relative another tuff time im sure the family will make it through we always do at the end of the day we really dont have a choice all her sibilings are taking it as good as you can there still so much going on it is hard but i will continue to stay strong and focused PEACE AUNT LINDA 09/08/2013 i love you you taught me alot PEACE

SLOW AND STEADY

The last couple of weeks has been real uptempo and looking fairly well all in all im going to keep moving at a steady pace the last thing im going to do is start chaseing i realized thats like running around like a chicken with its fucking head choped off i guess its like the moral of the story behind the tortus and the hare taking your time you get a chance to pay attention to some of the finer details insteadxof speeding through were you might miss something

BACK AROUND

Today was a interesting day i would have never even thought about it i was just having a conversation with a brother of mine my little sister came out of my parents house handed me the phone it took me a quick second to cacth the voice she wanted to stop by i thought about it yeah why not at first i didnt really want that but when it was said and done it was good to see her im not sure if she reads my writing but if you do GREAT seeing you peace one thing that was kinda funny was that last hug the other woman gave me right in front of her even my brother peeped that that second hug was a little more tighter then the first one its funny the things these woman do for attention the next time i see her i will mention this i cant help it i have too

STRANGE

It was good to see my family two days ago they drove up from atlanta or the A as we like to call it for some reason i always get caught up in the moment and forget to take pictures or better yet video now a day its still strange though i dont know why it seems like its always something bad that gets family together there is alot of shit going on and a whole lot of health issues going on with my relatives serious ones that tend to run deep in most black familys even without those issues its still so much going on alot stress alot of stress alot of stress im still focused striving to keep it as positive as i can and stay far away from negativity two things i know that are promised in life as i know it are pain and death the only way to deal with it is to deal with it now im not saying its easy because its damn sure not there are alot of things that bother me each and everyday i do my best not to show it its like wearing a mask

I REMEMBER

As i sit here its dark the only light i have is from the tablet that i am writing on i remember this day like it was yesterday it was a new years eve it was also in the late 90's era i went to the crib out west philly nobody was there at the time i think i had to smoke atleast two blunts to the head and took a couple shots of vodka one of those popular names at that time i remember getting pretty nice so i started to clean one of the random hand guns sitting around if my memory serves me correct it was a 9mm i broke it down cleaned it and all i remember i kept cocking it back just to make the bulliet keep poping out and cacthing it some cowboy gun crazy shit i guess i know i did this several times i was really buzzed by now so the phone rang i cant renemeber who i was talking too on it but i know i was talking away swinging the gun around all dumb in the mist of me drinking and playing with the gun i pulled fhe trigger and shot a hole right in the wall man my ears were ringing like crazy thats the very first time i learned not to play with guns now when i say play with guns im not talking about if you have to do what you gotta do thats something different shit i could have blown my own head off

PREPARATION

Ok the last couple of days ive been sticking to the script when i say sticking to the script i mean studying reading writing and being creative comeing up with some great ideas getting ready to work on some of these progects

ROUTINE

Well while everybody was out at cook outs and more then likely drinking and smokeing i once again decided to just fall back and gather my thoughts i do recall reading in the 48 laws of power where it speaks on absence more and more i see it to be true dont spoil people with your presence all in all today turned out pretty well

LET'S SEE

I made a couple of phone calls today and it looks like there will be some moves in the making i wont be in the driver seat for this one but i will be going along for the ride im going to just play my part i wont be saying much unless im asked i do know when to fall in line it will be interesting to see how this turns out really interesting i really have no problem working with new people i do look foward to dealing with the minds of these people i will keep evedybody posted on the process of this all untill the next time peace

I KNOW NOW

Back to what i said on one of these blogs i don"t remember which one about at times talking to much or giving up to much info i got it now so from here on out i think i will be playing the fool role for a while it"s time to sit back and wacth some other people run back and fourth now i will speak again when the time is right............................PEACE

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I have not been on here for a while i still got a whole lot of shit on my mind now that i am writing i wish i would have wrote about the last couple of crazy events that i have been through to keep it short and simple a whole lot of fucking pain

YUP

A O.G once told me damn you smart ass shit but you talk to much.......hence fourth i say say no more

ANOTHER TEST

I found a way to look at things when they start looking stupid the last couple of days a certain kind of energy has been coming my way i look at it like this there must be something thats about to happen good because alot of bad is going on around me one thing i have been able to do is always look at things from both angles or point of view i understand that every cause will and must have a effect no whether its good or bad really doesnt matter something will happen thats the main reason i actively avoid all that dumb shit i got way to much to loose right now actually i think we all do i still know i came way to far not to be rewarded for all this hard ass work

THIS MIGHT BE FOR YOU

Here is a little inspiration for everybody out there thats doing there thing never let it bother you when you might have plans and some people cant see your vision dont sweat it sometimes they wont be able to see it well the most of the time they wont but dont forget everybody cant see it untill its dead smack in there face yup you feel me oh another thing everybody doesnt wanna see you make it what i mean by that is some people just dont want to see you doing better then them its almost like they want to try to make you think they are helping you what the are really doing is just helping you get back to zero look at it like this if your at rock bottom your at negative zero so there just helping you get back to zero deep shit right i know well thats just how i see it........peace

TIRED

I'm tired tired of alot of things sometimes i think to myself why am i still at it yeah i know that might sound a little funny about two days ago i had a conversation with a friend of my dads a real o.g back in the day gang banger from 24th berks he gave me some great wisdom shit gets hard it does feel good knowing that some people do see my genius at times he was feeling me he offered me a car i turned it down i need one but not from him i found his wise words more important sometimes i think how the hell do i end up in these kind of places.........PEACE

WITHOUT YOU

Without you i could'nt made it through some of my hardest times you are a time machine i can remember things from the past and see them too i learned how to express myself through you Without you how could they understand my art you even made me better when i could have gotten worst you are MUSIC

THIS IS IT

Today was one of those days i met with one of my home girls like a sister not to far from my hood she told me her younger cousin was going on the prom i met up with her she had a very attracted lady friend with her we were drinking some red wine then clear out of the blue a guy comes down the street on a dirt  bike then you hear four gunshots the guy falls off the bike he was shot i heard a hour later he died this is the underworld

LOOKING BETTER

Its all about showing and proven we can all talk untill we blue in the face it still feels kinda funny me being use to doing so much shit on my own im most definetly feeling the help and support remeber this is much bigher then music ill always love it bur i dont see mysslf doing anything other then myself for some fame im way out of that league just let that dokr crack open then wacth whats gonna happen.........signing off PEACE

STILL AT IT

Well since my last post things didnt go exactley how i planed its cool though always got a plan B and C im starting to realize that most people think they are helping you get to zero from a negative zero yeah thats funny right sad but true its hard to shake this vision trust me ive tryed hundreds of time im on another venture who knows what the outcome will be as of now it looks pretty good but thats now tommorow could be a whole different story lets say ill give it till the end of june maybe july im still focused with a million distractions attempting to be in my way i must say i am proud of myself for being able to hold things together i just cant help but to the think if this works we outta here untill the next blog PEACE

STILL FOCUSED

Im kinda use to this by now when things dont come out the way i planed them but fuck it i still got some gas left in the tank in fact my plan B is just as strong ascplan A atleast i would like to think so man i be on the move im dyieng to get on the road again for real i know what its hitting for untill later PEACE...............

WELL DONE

In regards to that meeting i had i must say shit went good to be all fair and honest i never doubted it moving right.along with the plan within the next one or two weeks i should be able to move on to the next phase of my plan in due time the world shall see

ALMOST FINISHED

Ive been doing alot of planing thus far things are looking good everybody who is relevant are still focused that damn sure counts because i know for a fact i cant do it by myself thats damn true this coming friday i got a meeting with a guy who is willing to invest my oringinal picth was just for one thing but he mentioned that he wants to be in for the long run funny right i would expect so from a get money type buisness man its all good because right now its all talk i got everything straight on my side of things i want front it would be my will that this thing happens because i know what the outcome will be untill the next time im out peace..........

WOW

Ok so heres the story im almost finished working on this movie well atleast the filming part i went to go see these two girls that i connected with on a social network which one does not matter lets just say they did not look like the pictures besides that when we get there shit is not in order just because we was in the progects uptown anyway it didnt have to look like that plus another girl was there in the way kind of chick with a very gorgeous baby girl i might add so i go outside to run to the car real quick undercover cops in a white caprice got a guy pulled over come to find out the chick with the baby was waiting on her ride and yup that was him ps. Baby father you know from the rip we was out of there more then likely i wont be using either one of them i wont lie the one chick was kinda cute i told her im getting with her on a later date im out PEACE

2:30 am

Just sitting here thinking theres alot of shit going on thinking about this short film that i am working on im wondering if it makes some kind of impact if any overall i guess who ever cacthes what were trying to show those are the ones who its meant for i cant wait to see how it all works out i got alot of lovely ladies in it with them being a part of it i do expect a pretty good out coke but if not IM NOT DONE YET

NOT ALONE

You might see things like me you might see things that other people dont see its ok we are not alone